This year, so far, was a year of realization. These past two months were bittersweet because I realized so many things that either made me or broke me.
- Friendships: Never put your friendship on the line for something less important because they’re always going to be the one there when you feel helpless or weak.
- Love: It’s not my time right now and I’m sure I’ll end up finding someone and God has that certain someone set out for me to find or for him to find me. Who knows? He might just be right around the corner… or the globe.
- Anger/Frustration: Throughout my middle school and high school year, I’ve always taken out my frustrations and anger on someone who weren’t meant to be blamed and sometimes, you could lose friends because of it.
- Satisfaction: Never be somebody’s satisfaction. Don’t change yourself just to satisfy someone’s thirsty needs. Do you and never be anybody’s entertainment.
- Trust: Hard to build, easy to break. However, there are those who you could definitely trust. You could tell them everything and you won’t have to worry about them having to go behind your back.
Realizing that this year may change me drastically, I’m scared and excited at the same time. I feel that I’m going to be much aware of everyone I surround myself with and the fact that my guards being up eventually pushes the greatest people away out of my life, is the scariest scenario I’ve ever thought of.
